Tuesday, December 8, 2009

why we seem to have lost each other.
why do u make it sound like im suffocating u. im not. at least i dun think i am.

maybe i was wrong, wheni thought i was better.
better than what i was last time. but u proved me wrong. maybe im just always me.

im sad. really sad.

those words u said sounded familiar. the hurtful kind of familiar.

go away. get away from me.

♥ yes, von just raved again

Monday, December 7, 2009

i just mastered ibanking. yay.

everyone's leaving. even stupid trina is going on a holiday. hope u enjoy ur trip with little T haha.
next time we shud go out to take photos, cos vampire dun like to take photos. :(
the flash will show his glistening skin.

birthday boy's birthday is coming! i really duno what to do! :S
right, im just very bad with surprises.
this is even more stress than exams. zzz.

♥ yes, von just raved again

Monday, November 30, 2009

i've been super lagging in my posts i know.

everytime i reach home i dun even have the strength to press the ON button on my lappie.

and these are pictures from our farewell with wanlin.

despite the fact that she wasn't done with exams and was spotted at butter,
*APPLAUSE!*

and we had a Wicked, Naughty, Bitchy, Tease night.
as seen on the mask on each of us!

and BITHCY shudn't be bitchy, she's crazy.

like.. taking a picture of me PEEING IN THE TOILET HELLO.?!
like.. walking in her imaginary straight line and strike a pose to show she's not drunk.
like.. teaching aku salsa and waltz on the dance floor.
like.. telling me she'll make me her bf if she's single. (i take that positively)

and TEASE shund't be tease, she's stupid =X

like.. ordering 6 shots of ribena from the bartendar cos i told her there were such things as ribena shots. haha i still think it's damn funny.

and thats all for us till the next time bitchy comes back.
we will TRY to miss u chuawanlin :)

♥ yes, von just raved again

Friday, November 20, 2009

it's been more than 6mths!

time fliiiiieeeeeess...

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Tuesday, November 3, 2009

cousin irks,

"why do people like to blog huh? i think these people just crave attention. u see u see, why people like to post photos on facebook, change their status all these for people to know? why huh?"

i'm a person to owns a blog and i duno how to answer her.
i'm someone who used to be obsessed with facebook, but now, somehow i dun.
i mean there's just danger lurking around, it's best to be cautious.

it's been awhile since im here in my private space.
i need it tonight. work IS stressful.

--

there are MORE things for me to do now.
new shop is going to open! (beams!)
in freaking 2 weeks time!
and i have to prepare for everything within these 2 weeks.
included renovation,stocks,layout,shopname EVERYTHING.

im going to die.

yes i need a shopname RIGHT NOW.
but my brain is fried.
i couldn't sleep last night just thinking about all the things i have to do.
and the top of my list, the shop name.
sigh.

went marie france for an appointment today.
It was like me against the whole boardroom of pple.
and the COO,
female,
think devil wears prada.
that's what i call intimidating.

so i had enough today.
it's time for a retreat, here.

OH yes.
so many nov babies dammit.
happy birthday yafen
happy birthday ivy
happy birthday becca
happy birthday jaspersin
happy birthday roomie

HAPPY BIRTHDAYSSS!!

i didn't know how i got home from dragonfly that night.
i only woke up when my cousin nudged and threatened to kick me off the bed.

so sleepy i fell asleep in my sexydress,
vitruvian-man-style, TOTALLY, sNNNNORRRIng like there was no tomorrow.

and i woke up with a freaking headache and was nausea the whole day.
cousin threatened me again, to post my glamourous snoring photo in the office.

i feel so threatened my whole life with ugly pictures and dumb acts.

WHERE ARE U FASTER COME BACK!!!!!!!

♥ yes, von just raved again

Friday, October 23, 2009

this is getting a little unbearable.

for 2 whole weeks, no phone calls no sms no emails.
i just pray it's a blessing in disguise.
pls call :(

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Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Today, new pet drove us home.

New Pet got a new gift today.
A book by Dan Brown.

New Pet made a new friend, he's called the lionfly.

it has cute (eeks) angel wings.
it's like dragonfly, but this is lion, so it's called lionfly.
i mean dragonflies are not dragon bodies but...
OHWELL whatever. i sound bimbo already.

taaadah!

new friend found!

However, we decided new pet as a name is not affectionate enough.

so we brain stormed..

j: how about bonbon?

me: *YUCKS FACE*

me: how about Bear Bear??

j: *shakes head*

*IDEA!

j suggests, "How about...BOOMZ !!?"

Thus, the bear is now called, 'BOOMZ!'
(exclamation mark included)

--

and who's leeaving on a jetplane??

tis time round's not me, but you.
i know it'll be fast. but i never had anyone leaving me for so long.
even thou it's only just 3weeks.
and so i gave u presents. SO SWEET OF ME!!, not.

im so damn cheapo.
i kop-ed the bear from office. just happen to find it while packing.
and it says the 1-way-2-say-3-words-4-you, the words u know u know yeah.
i think the bear is just out there waiting for me to discover it so i can give it to u before u fly off haha.

and im so damn thoughtful.
i bought The Lost Symbol by Dan Brown so you won't be bored on the plane.
but i read 2 chapters before giving it to you. OOPS.
and purposely bought the hardcover one so you'll say "oh it's bulky why not u just read it first?"
(haha okie no la i didn't, there's only hard cover edition available.)

and im so damn sweet.
i swung by the Kodak store to print photos for you.
purposely printed the tummy photo, just to remind u to work out ur abs. haha.
okie no la, i love it. :)

and tonight's one special night i want to shout out to all my friends here...

DATE ME OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and to you, i noe u probli dun read this, but i'll miss u :)

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Monday, October 19, 2009

The Secret Location.

The sun, one of my fav indulgences.

and you.
:)

OOPS i hope u dun see this.
i know i know, karma.

"HEEEE" my fav pic of the lot.

and u watch planes fly past few hundred metres before u.
i get mesmerized by it.
i can just stand there and watch the whole afternoon.

night "shopping"

and finally at kenny rogers.
cravings for carbo.

will update more again tmr. im going to fall asleeeeeeeeeeeep. yawns.

♥ yes, von just raved again

Monday, October 12, 2009

"It's just a piece of paper."

no it's not.

because it matters.
and, because he matters.

♥ yes, von just raved again

Sunday, October 11, 2009

we're sorry wanlin.
very sorry ok? please forgive us. :(

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Thursday, October 8, 2009

im back.
that's pretty fast isn't it.

and wl u can call me now that im back.
i had to dream of u cos u called me when i was there.
i dreamt that we were supposed to go for your dance performance but i was overseas.

yeah dance performance.
i kinda miss it.

and funny things just happen to me.
i duno why i make a fool of myself all the time.

i was literally draaaagggginnnnggg my hand carry luggage to the arrival hall to collect our luggages.
and i was half cursing why isnt there a lift but instead 2 escalators only.
BIG SIGH.
it's troublesome to drag hand carry luggages down escalators, cos u have to rest it nicely on one step, otherwise it'll all just come tumbling down.

and so i did. im good at that apparently.

as halfway down the escaltor, it slowed down. FOR GOD KNOWS WHAT REASON!
IT STOPPED.

....!

my cousin and our designer travelled down the other escalator which was functioning perfectly fine.
and when they looked back and saw me stuck halfway on the escalator, they just burst out laughing.

wah seriously. i can imagine any of u travelling with me to laugh till u tear.
especially ivylim.

im just like so ultimate suay already.
the ang moh behind me was trying to be helpful so he carried my hand luggage for me.
well i can sense a little irritation in his voice cos i was blockin his way and feeling sad at the two idiots laughing at me.
thanks for being helpful ang moh.
so helpful he didnt even retract the handle and whacked me on my breasts.
WAHHLAO.

the comedy didnt even end here. my luggage wheels dropped off.
and i dun wan to say anymore cos the 2 idiots laughed at me even louder.

sigh. life sucks, right.

♥ yes, von just raved again

Thursday, October 1, 2009

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane

I don't know when I'll be back again

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Tuesday, September 29, 2009

it just makes me so angry,
which is probably why i'm losing my sleep tonight. :(

i'm mad.
i don't believe customers are always right.
but we just have to act like they always are.

i'm on the verge of losing.
and the more i think about it,
the more gek sim i get.

at the end of the day, i ask:
is that the end?

and i tell myself, "no it's not"
i'm gonna bounce back from this shit.
i am NOT gonna give up.
and i wont let anyone trample over me.

GET SET.

♥ yes, von just raved again

Saturday, September 26, 2009

imselfishimnotunderstanding.
maybeimjustnotgoodenoughforyou.

was i just trying to help.
or was it just pure selfishness.
i've never seen u like that.
i try, but how come i feel ure not trying as much anymore.
it's very very heartbreaking. and im sorry.

♥ yes, von just raved again

Sunday, September 20, 2009

It took me about a week to conjure this post. so damn long!
i always fall asleep uploading and typing..yawns.
finally, the weekends!

and reciting what happened exactly a week ago...

That's us, at "Dance, Of Course!"

sorry i didn't manage to invite everyone.
plus i can't dance well so i dun wanna throw face.

just let the pictures do the talking for now. :)

that's me, 15mins before going on stage.
i listened to the music till my phone went flat.

i was so nervous!

that's choonhui, used to me my dance instructor when i was taking ABC street jazz.

and Bryan, our dance instructor for the HipHop performance series i've been taking all these while.

cam whoring. but i didn't take many photos.

cos i was making up for almost all the girls in my group.

evidence!

that's why all the girls in our dance group look like me. haha.

yayy!

i love the Wu Kids!!

and that's me on stage, just received the Spotlight award.
It is an award for most outstanding dancer in the group.
And it was supposed to be voted by everyone.

apparently everyone didnt care so nobody voted.

Bryan, our hiphop dance instructor, submitted my name.

I was really surprised, cos i know if the voting has taken place, the award wouldn't have been mine.

This spotlight award just makes me wanna dance even more. damn.

the T-shirt that comes along with the award.

And a Spotlight Award Cert.

And this, is a graduation cert certifying Evan Lim Li Yun (bloody hell thats how they wrote my name) passed Hip Hop Dance Performance Series Level 2!

tis is chengling stiking a... i cannot make out what pose is this..

And to the people who made an effort to come down for the performance.

trina and sharon!

Uncle! haha oops.

sihling esther wanlin YO.

trina sharon ivy yafen.
oh must thank yafen for her wonderful jacket too.

and everybody!

it's coming to a yr since i took up dance.
and i was hoping for a chance to showcase on stage, and tada this recital came, at the right time, right after we finished our level 2 hiphop course.

i duno where to take it from here, whether i shud continue, or shud i just concentrate on my work, which is and will be sucking up alot of my time.

sigh.

nonetheless, it was a fulfilling experience.
the pple u dance with just wanna meet up and go for dance classes, laugh, have fun.
i think that's nice.

i will miss Bryan, cos he left studiowu. our performance is his last performance in studiowu.

:(

whatever it is, CHEERS TO hiphopDancePerformanceSeries!! :)

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Monday, August 31, 2009

dance performance on 13 sept, sunday.

afternoon @ 3pm: $16/ $20 /$22

night @ forgot pm: $18 /$22/ $25

those interested please sms me!

im not the lead dancer or best dancer around.
im just an odd looking ball moving on stage.
i hope nobody recognises me!

♥ yes, von just raved again

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

i think some bitches just deserve to die.

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Saturday, August 22, 2009

"work sucks! I know!"

it just gets to me when i can't fulfil people's expectations.
procrastination KILLS.

i want to slap myself.

SIGH. WOMAN YOU NEED TO BUCK UP.

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Tuesday, August 11, 2009

these 3 days of "holidays" were wonderful.

i had to work on sunday and monday (im totally cool with it), cos i think thats just about being responsible.

i dont know isit the honeymoon period effect or what, but everything with you is just so nice.
maybe it's a love bubble, maybe it's not.
i've never really been in a long standing relationship before to understand why couples drift apart as the relationship progresses.
never understood why some partners would get involved in third parties.
do pple really get bored of each other over time?

is it worth all the time and effort?

and what u said today gave me a whole lot of confidence,
it reminded me of ellie and federickson in the movie Up.

thankyou.
1 way 2 say 3 words 4 you.

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